Well..... things are looking up... sorta......
S and I went to lunch with my mom, my 2 aunts and my brother. Then we went shopping. She has been making this whole ordeal a lot easier. She really has totally been there for me.
HE actually mentioned to S that he wanted ME to be his F*** buddy..... OK?? I'm like..... Um... no thanks... S said to him "I guess it's ok since that's all you can ever be to her now, after all you have hurt her, she will not let you in her heart anymore". He just looked at her like... I can't believe you just said that... GO S!! Thanks girl, what would I do without you.