I don't know what I'd do without S. I know it may have not sounded like it before, but she has really been there for me. She has listened to every rant I've had. Since she is HIS friend too, HE called her after our conversation last night, and she totally stood up for me. I am so grateful she did. Maybe hearing someone else saying that he is being unfair and that I don't deserve what he's doing will make him think a little. Now S and I are going shopping again :) I'm happy that she really has been trying hard to get my mind off him. *THANK YOU S!*