A new day..... decisions, decisions...... go to the beach with mom *boring*, or stay here hoping he'll call *pathetic*..... *sigh*. i lost my best friend.... i wish we could be friends, but he's always gonna think we're getting back together. i can't do that. better for him if he doesn't see me. i wish i had more friends so i'm not trying to hold on to toxic ones. i guess i'll just sit here all day and be a blob. i should move....... but i'm too lazy. MAN i got 3 more weeks til school *groan*