WHOA

i still have access

remember blogging??

facebook took over

 i'm old now. this started when i was 22.

 TWENTY-TWO. I'm 36 now. lol.



bye felicia

My favorite!

You Are Fettuccine Alfredo

Compared to most people, you have rich and decadent tastes. If you can afford something, you'll go ahead and indulge yourself. You are a true foodie. No food is off the table for you. You're the type most likely to appreciate every aspect of a five star meal.

What Pasta Dish Are You?

Small update

I am single once again.

I am going to be 30 in 2 weeks. I was 23 when I started this blog. WOW.

I am getting sick of San Diego, and want to move somewhere else. But, I have no $ and no idea how to even get started.

Watching the Olympics makes me feel like such a slacker. It's weird how they try to interview runners right after the race, so they're all winded and can barely talk. I'd be like, um GTFO, I'm tired. I wouldn't be a runner in the first place, though.

I applied to 2 jobs within my current employer, however the test (there's a test!) is on the same day as a wedding in which I am a bridesmaid.

Yep, that's it for now. I am not dead!

Well, no surprise here

You Live in the Past

You spend most of your time thinking about what has happened - not what's happening. Your mind is consumed with memories and nostalgia. And while living in the past may feel therapeutic or comfortable, it's not helping you. Whatever has happened to you (good or bad), you're going to have to get over it. Once you stop living in the past, you'll wake up to the world around you. The present is a pretty great place to be.

Do You Live in the Past, Present, or Future?

I would've been OK either way then

You Would Make an Okay 1930's Wife

You have some of the attributes of an ideal 1930's wife... but you probably didn't intend it to be that way. You don't buy into retro gender roles, though you do embrace your femininity at times. A 1930's man may find you passable, but you probably wouldn't want anything to do with him.

Would You Have Been a Good Wife in the 1930s?

You Would Make an Okay 1930's Husband

You have some of the attributes of an ideal 1930's husband. You're well mannered, kind, and even tempered. You have a few nasty habits, but what man doesn't?

Would You Have Been a Good Husband in the 1930s?

Hi, Eeyore!

I'm not dead yet...

Find Out Which Disney Girl You Are! created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Alice Have you fallen down the rabbit hole lately? Or played croquet with a deck of cards? Either way, you're so very much like Alice! Her wild imagination and constant ability to daydream got her in so much trouble - you've probably heard your mother or teacher lecture you about having your head in the clouds! Remember to stay grounded most of the time, however, because life can get away from you when you're always dreaming about someplace else! Alice 92% Tinkerbell 88% Violet 79% Belle 79% Megara 75% Cinderella 71% Jane 67% Ariel 67% Mulan 67% Jasmine 54% Snow White 54% Aurora (Sleeping Beauty) 54% Pocahontas 46% Esmerelda 46%

2008 Meme #1

Reggy tagged me like, a million years ago, and just now I'm doing this. Here goes!

Here’s the rule: Remove 1 question (any question) from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8-10 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Well it used to be that I wanted to be married really young, like 22-25. But at those ages I was with asshole guys, so yeah no. I am turning 30 this year, and it's not gonna happen anytime soon, so I frankly don't know now.

2. What color do you like most?
I like blue, white, kind of ocean/sea colors. They make me feel calm...

3. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
I tell him what I feel all of the time!

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
I'd definitely love to visit New Zealand (me too, Reggy!!), Hawaii, and Antarctica

5. Which part of you that you hate the most?
My lack of discipline! Physically, I hate hate hate hate my tendency to gain all weight lumpily in the stomach area.

6. When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do?
I ... feel sad?

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My loved ones

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Pay off my debt, my mom's debt, and hopefully learn to save and invest the rest so I don't have to depend on stupid jobs to keep me afloat.

9. What’s your wish for the year ahead?
That it improves as time passes; it definitely did not start off well!!

10. How did you celebrate the New Year?
By crying and being angry that Continental lost my suitcase. Still no suitcase!!!

11. Till now, what is the moment that you regret the most?
Allowing myself to get so out of shape.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Condescending, holier-than-thou, especially when they are totally dumb to boot.

13. What is your ambition?
Have a normal life

14. If you had one wish what would you wish for?
For my dad to have stuck around longer

15. Name one of your body part your hubby or boyfriend tells you he adores:
...my smile apparently. And my boo-tay!

16. What is the best gift you can give someone this year?
I honestly have no clue

17. List two of your Top Ten New Year’s Resolutions.
Well, I had thought (before the year started) to try to be more positive, and not such a "realist" as I call it... but what happened on New Year's Eve definitely put a damper on that. It's still something I want to TRY but it's definitely a lot harder now.

18. What do you need to do this year in order for you to be happier in life?
Ohhh... I'd rather not say it on here

19. What are the Top 2 things that you are most thankful for the year 2007 that made you even more happier for 2008?
Well, I found a job that I actually like, after starting off the year in a job I absolutely loathed!!!
Also, my relationship with Erik is still going strong and everyday I find new things I like about him. AWwwwwwwwwww /sap

20. (My question) When will I get my suitcase? (ok I suck, I just don't know what to ask)

I’d like to tag: Ady, Angel, Nay, Encanto AKA Millie, Nessa... and I don't have 8 at all!!

Dove sono le valige?

One week, one day later - I still do not have my suitcase. What has made this even worse is the fact that everyone I have spoken to and dealt with from the airline has been HORRID. Some of them have implied or directly suggested even that I should've known and not put anything of value in the suitcase. Of course! I should've known they would screw up! How dare I not be Nostradamus!! Then, one of the ladies at the counter when I stormed into the airport last Tuesday actually said several times "I'm supposed to be at lunch right now, SIGH SIGH SIGH"... OH I'M SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE!!! Do you have all of your stuff? THEN STUFF IT, porno-looking bitch! Seriously.

Friday evening I call once again to see what's up (I've also been checking online but nothing), and the guy says in an irritated tone "...Um, there are NO UPDATES on your file since you last checked...", with an implied "dude stop bugging". Then he adds, "It's been almost 5 days, you should file a claim". Ok, Erik had actually spoken to someone else the day before and she had suggested that we give the contents search 2 days, so on Saturday to file a claim. This is not the first time these people have contradicting or had different stories for me, which is very frustrating. First they were saying the suitcase was definitely in Houston waiting to get on a plane, then it was "oh the tag must have fallen off, we don't know where the suitcase actually is"... OH RLY!!! Anyway, I said "Well, that's part 2 of my phone call, how do I do that..." blah blah blah, he tells me, I go to the webpage and read. They are not liable for, among other things, jewelry and watches. HELLO, that's the #1 thing I wanted back!! I had these 2 rings that I got from my dad :( I am stupid for packing them in there, I know, but I honestly didn't think my suitcase would just go missing. Plus, I put them in a plastic baggy inside a makeup pouch... I just didn't think about it!! It just blows either way, even if I didn't have my earrings, rings, and necklaces in there too.

The upside, I guess, of filing a claim is that it will supposedly send an alert to other airports' lost and founds... Why this hasn't been done and gets only done AFTER filing a claim is beyond me, but I still have a sliver of hope that my stuff is somewhere. However, the fact that no one has bothered to look in the ID pocket and called Erik (since it's his suitcase and it has his info, even if my stuff is in it) really, really worries me. The thought of someone out there with MY STUFF is just sick.

I made a list of the things in there and I'm already at 53. I haven't sent the claim yet because I keep remembering stuff, plus I have to look up prices for some of them since I don't know off-hand. It's just ridiculous. I'm claiming the full amount possible either way, fucking a, I have to rebuy everything and a good majority is going to be impossible (they also aren't liable for irreplaceables, go figure). The stress this has caused for me, there is just no price! It completely ruined the beginning of the year for me. I didn't want to go anywhere on NY Eve in case they called... I wasn't able to go to TJ and do lobster with my family on NY day, in case they called. I was supposed to go to TJ again on Wednesday, hang out with my friend Lulu and her daughter Ximena, both of whom I haven't seen since May 2006!!!, but I didn't go because, what if they call??? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I suppose time is irreplaceable and they aren't liable for that...

The most wonderful time of the year!

Just got back from TN and I'm missing one of my suitcases. YAY! >:( Seriously, WTF Continental! You better find it and call me soon so I can get it. I am not waiting for you to mail it, and if it isn't found... Well, I will have to get angry, and ask anyone who knows me, that is not pretty.
The trip itself was good (minus the present situation!) and I kinda of miss it already. Mostly the food. Cracker Barrel, will you marry me?
Here we are, just under 6 hours before the New Year and I'm missing my fucking stuff. I'm so pissed!!! I will now go and stew in anger until I get the phone call.